• 23-How much time till morning (5min46) [Fulgora] [124 BPM]

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Genre : Techno, Deep-House, Oriental/Middle-East
Inspiration : Insomnia, loneliness.
Comment : This is not as a sad song as the title would suggest, the other title that was considered was "the longest night with you", but it's more lonely. More like "how much time till everyone wakes up" . Insomnia are sometimes caused because one is so excited for what's coming on the next day, and then you're all sleepy that one day, it's annoying. I found it's a bit of the same feeling when you wait for a research to be unlocked, it's a positive anticipation, but still an anticipation and not the actual thing. It can feel like it last forever and drain the substance of the event that was anticipated, sometimes. So one may as well also enjoy the waiting :), hopefully those intrusive thought gives just the right amount of melancolia for the song to feel like it's bringing you to the "main piece", like it's a momentary phase before something else and you check the "amount of time" not "how long", "how much time" , like it's a ressource to spend or a goal to meet. 'let's start the best waiting possible'. which is ironic. derision about the expectation of "action" being praised. It was made using AIs and reworked, to hopefully capture that feeling where you know in 25 minutes the research is finished, but maybe you can make it 20 or 15 in the meantime and you're considering your options but if you don't find anything it's ok it would have kept you thinking and you didn't realized the 25 minutes are gone already. But then after the 25 minutes are gone you may feel less relief than you would have felt if you didn't tried to weight in your options and didn't find something, and now it's not worth searching for it anymore.I think you gotta have a lot of time for yourself to explore those micro deception, and it's kinda narcissistic to self-observe that much, but on the other hand it is part of those little things that are shared over time and space by all humans, it can also be understood a research of selflessness. When you have so much time to wonder about things you start doing freestyle philosophy but with music. It uses some samples and instruments borrowed from other songs to maintain consistency. Song closer would be 19 or 20, like in a trilogy, to be continued !